Doubts
Okay... so, maybe you've read that I have my doubts about going through with my transition. It's true! But, this is a HUGE move! I said I would move forward with the plan, right? Well... There's a lot to take into consideration. While I'm thinking it over, I'm going to continue taking my t-blockers because if my final decision is to continue, I don't want to have to start all over again. When it comes time to start taking estrogen, I'm sure I will. It's the progesterone that might hang me up. If I haven't made up my mind definitively by then, it just wouldn't be a sound idea to go further until I do. Right? I mean, why start growing breasts if I decide to keep faking like I'm a masculine male? No, it's not as if I think I can take some pills, get an operation and, tada , I'd be a woman. Well... not a biological (real) woman, but a transwoman, yes: which, of course, isn't the same. F...